Just a few words..

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Thursday, February 16, 2012

Do You Still Love Her?


“Do you still love her ??”
“Yeah”
“Then why don’t you express it to her? Come on today is the best day to express your love.. All over the world valentines wait for this day”
“I don’t believe in this valentine day stuff... But yeah I do want to say I still love her, but nothing is going to change either in her or in my love”
“But you don’t seem alright today. Is the feeling killing you inside??”
“Not exactly, but yeah to an extent”
“I’m not good at this love matters but still what happened, why are you so different today”
“It is easy to ask...Hmm… I don’t know why I’m not able to answer it easily... Come on I had lots of crushes, I accept. But that was ‘just crush’ that’s all nothing more and I knew it wasn’t actually meant to accompany all through my life. But in her case it was totally different. What to say… I had ‘YES, she is the GIRL’ kind of feeling. Every time I spoke to her made me feel new, she introduced myself to me… She is a good friend of mine… I had many friends who were girls, but I don’t know why it happened only in her case… She broke my heart but now I love her with every single broken piece. I never claim that she is like a ‘Morning Dew in grass’ or an ‘Angel from sky’ but she is the one who holds my critical fancy. I know she doesn’t love me but still my heart is refusing to accept it.”
“How can you love her even though you know she doesn’t love you?”
“ I don’t know. I just love her that Is all. Whether she loves me or not doesn’t stop me from loving her.”
“ So if you cant say this to her directly why can’t you just mail her?”
“Yah, that’s a good idea.. I will.. I will make sure my feeling reaches the whole world”

She dawned on me like the morning sun,
her brightness making me blind,
never I knew the dusk was near,
silently she vanished making my life dark…
waiting for the dawn I fell asleep will she ever rise again??
Was a question in my dream..